I was looking through old email folders two days ago and came across one labeled "Gratitude Journal". It was completely neglected, begun while I was talking to Bishop #2 as a way to combat the pornography. The idea being to fill the hole I created by avoiding porn with All Wholesome Activities, relaying the things I was grateful for being one of them.
It was pretty interesting to read.
September 11th, 2012: "My plea today? Oh, Lord, help me to finish all of my homework before class. The only thing I've completed is anthro. Don't let me forget HAZCOM and don't let me get penalized for that. Please help me to keep on task and to get this dang essay done first thing in the morning. And please help me to have enough money to do laundry. Amen!"
October 27th, 2012: "'grateful for CAden sorry I'm not doingt == tihings the right way" (I'm not sure what happened there....I think I was falling asleep...)
August 22nd, 2012: " I'm grateful that I was able to have pizza, that Siale is brining a shower curtain, and that everything is going to be just fine :)."
July 1st, 2012: "sleep, happinies, peace, unicorns, mah puter"
June 6th, 2012: "I will do yardwork. I promise I will, because I haven't done it at all this week."
June 3rd, 2012: " I'm grateful for the walk with mum, and for making E&R laugh more than I make them cry :)... Grateful for everyone who cares about me so much more than themselves, and I sincerely hope that I can be like them one day."
It is strange to read what I wrote then. So much has happened in the time between.
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