Sorry. I haven't written in a long time, and this isn't even going to be a proper post. I just really need to write, I suppose. I hate having to figure out my life. I think that all growing up is is realizing that happiness isn't handed to you on a silver platter. And neither is success. Or responsibility. For me that's a really difficult lesson to learn. Not that I had the most privalaged childhood or anything, because I most certainly didn't, but my parents are so good to me. And I'm a little worried that the figuring life out stage isn't really a stage but a life-long struggle. But you know what makes all of this better? Having the best friends in the entire world. I love my friends. So, so very much. I also love my family, even though it is really difficult to adjust to being home again. But it's worth obeying all of their rules again, and not getting frustrated because it's so noisy, and being expected to contribute, because I love them and I know that one day they're not all going to be here.
Also, Eileen and Rebekah were the best singers in the Elementary Christmas Sing. Yes they were. I love them to bits :)
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